So, I’ve been thinking, and I figured that if anyone is ever going to read any of this, they might as well get to know a little bit about me. But I don’t want to just go on and on about my name and age and where I’m from, because, well, does any of that actually matter? That doesn’t really tell you much about who I am. I tried typing out all of that stuff and there was just no substance, and that’s not what I want. Nobody really wants to hear any of that stuff anyway- there’s no meaning to it. So instead of just listing off the basics, I’m going to tell you about the things that matter to me, like my beliefs and passions and dreams.
I’ll go ahead and start with my beliefs. I don’t believe in a god, or at least I don’t think I do. Religion doesn’t really hold any use for me, and though I’m sure many people disagree, I don’t think that makes me a bad person. Sometimes I wish I was a religious person, just so I could have someone to believe in and feel like I could rely on, like maybe it would make things easier. However, part of the reason I can’t bring myself to believe in a god is because I know of all the bad things that can happen to people, and I refuse to believe that if there was some all-powerful person out there, they would let the world would be destroyed the way it has been. I know that there are plenty of arguments against this, but nothing has convinced me yet.
However, I’m probably contradicting myself when I say do believe in something. Not like a religion or anything, just something. It’s not a person, either. Maybe, like, the Universe? I guess? I don’t know. I definitely believe in fate. And signs. Like everything that happens in life is meant to happen. I’m sure that sounds crazy, especially since my whole speech about not believing in a god. I don’t know how to define it, and I doubt I’ll ever be able to. Whatever, though, it is what it is. To me, there’s not really an obligation to give any more of an explanation- I just don’t have one.
Also, on kind of a side note, I’m an astrology follower. I’m sure that a lot of people reading this, if anyone is, are rolling their eyes right now. But it’s true- I’m a wannabe spiritual little hippie who truly believes in the stars. If you’re into astrology, too, or if you’re just curious, I’m a Libra, among other things. Everyone has several signs in their chart- that’s just my sun sign. Anyway, I’ll stop boring you with my crazy beliefs now. I just thought that maybe someone would want to know. And even if you don’t, well, now you do. Oh, well. That’s just a bit about me. There’s definitely more to come.